you just got to ignite the light and than it shines - katy perry


i've never been this lost in my studies before.
i feel. stupid. like seriously. this is the first ever that feel really really stupid. like no one can help.
urghghgh. i dnt feel like myself now.
all i wanna ddo is go home and sleep away all my problems. ALL.

i'm really young i know, it matters how old you really are.
like seriously. i feel that im a burden to you and im really sorry.
i'll try to make my presence alot less noticable, but i'll always be there..
its been ages since i posted on my blog. im soo sorry.

sigh.
i love my friends
<3

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i wish you would fly away from me, fly away far away.. far away from me.. i'll never believe for all the lies you said - comic strip

thnks everyone who have wished me,
i know its like soo long since you guys spoke to me,
and than sooo sudden you all wished me,tell you guy sthe truth, i didnt know
you guys still know me. what more wishing me. <3 i love you guys.

on that day itself, i saw alot of changes, i saw how the world really mean to me.
i met you and walked to you to your destination before leaving you.
and while walking, i've been thinking how much you really mean to me.
when i see my parents i gave em huge hugs cos all this while i've ben neglecting them. im sorry, mom, dad.

oh well, nurul<3

ciao. khai

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hanya takdir menentukan ia-belaian jiwa

now im depressed. i can never be good, bad nor normal.
its hard to explain but i know you guys have felt this way too.
my brains been wondering around, i dnt knw issit gd or bad.
one thing i know im sorry.

to all my friends who ever read this.
im sorry, sorry for ever existing in your life.
im sorry if i ever troubled any of you.
im sorry if im too fussy
im sorry if im rude.
im sorry, just sorry.
so sorry.

why and how can you guys lie and act as if nothing happened?
huh?
i feel sooooooooooooooo down. sigh

ciao.
khai~

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im sitting here in this boring room - Fools garden.

i dnt knw why, but i dnt have the inspiration to write anymore,
i feel soo, sooo, empty.
nono, the truth is i feel soo much i dnt know how to describe,
i cant be too happy cos i'll alway be reminded of you.
when im sad, i loose like everyything.

fack, i miss you, cos i love you.
i urge to see you. and hug the life out of you.
hmmm, see you soon

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take me away, to that special place, take me away- natasha beddingfield.

its hard to keep up with news, i get it.
but keeping up with you is harder, i dont know why,
one day we're happy together the next, we're fighting.

yeah true, i dnt wanna text you, but im fighting with myself
on whether i should text and ask how you're doing.
sigh im like a mad man.
ironically i texted you and your reply was. superb. \m/ (inserts sarcasm)
but still i love you.

(y)
wo ai ni.

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i cant help you pick yourself,but atleast i can say i tried- papa roach.

i always throw myself into the fire, i dont know why.
but this is what i feel,
i dont wanna be the one you love to forget the past.
settle your past, if you need my help, i shall give you my morale support,
you should, i insist.

class spirit rocks!
tday, we had pizza as a class. they gave the support by chipping in money,
like seriously, we have known each other barely a week but we're soo soo close.
love w34g.

and i do miss
w34j. sigh.

i miss yanie <3
teezack <3
sharon <3
guo liang <3

and more<3

till here sexy POOPles.
khai~

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morning seems so far away- mayday parade.

i feel kinda shagged.
so tired after doing maths. urgh.
hmmm, im scared. dont leave me and let my mind run wild.
i think too much, i miss everything now, seriously. urgh.

i just wanna work and sleep for now,
atleast i can have fun at work, its been ages since i set foot in 'egypt'
or even stage 29.

hmmm i dnt knw what else to say
im speechless that you're gone. for good.

khai

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