Hey guys,

I'm sry if yesterday i did'nt post beacause i was at the hospital to see my great grand dad,He passed away there too..My goodness i really miss him, i did'nt get the time to say my last words to him but atleast i saw him blew his last breath, it's just been 3 weeks after my grandmother died,pffft... I've just lost two loved ones in 1 mnth...

Today i went to his funeral and helped them.. i almost cried watching him... After the ceremony, my cuz and my fam went to the house... we sat down all in the living room in many styles..some were sitting on the chair some on the floor & some squatting... than we talked about what my great granddad hs contributed...we discussed for a long time b4 some of us run through his items, my great granddad likes to keep old items, some from the WWII and some even before that, than it came to my item, iremember i and my cuzzies like to play mcdonalds play dough, but most of the time we quarelled so he decided to keep most of the items so we were left little to share, from there we started to learn on how to share, after a few years i forgot about it till just now when i saw it i was like, wow and almost cried...Than there were many touching stories from our family members about him and some of them were really touching.. haiz i really miss him...

aniwaes i've just been blog hopping, i've been reading my 'past'friends entries,and oh' god, i've lost up on them alot.... There's this girl my friend from a nerd now she's a babe... she's now with guy, he plays rugby too, and oh'wow the look cute... than there's still alot like eliss,jasmine,Sun chao chen,Cheong how,sei wei and many more... hmmm. i just miss those guys, you guys been changing alot but see, i still the same.. the BIG one, smt i think it's cool but most of the times i feel awkward... i wanna be different like my friends.. from plum to thin from nerd to sexy... I just wanna be thinner n taller...

Soo i guess there's really alot of ppl i've lost...why must it end like this guys i miss you all loads....