hey....

today quite bored as tomorrow's half of the Kaki gereks are going to OBS!Going to miss you guys seh,don't forget the other half in jurong!love you guys dude... Take care there! it's going to be partly fun and challenges!! I hope you guys will come back in one piece!

yeah that's all fer them

This few weeks i've been feeling down, don't really have the mood.All i knew was right turned wrong, all hopes were lost, nothing could turn back time, just hoping everything that's about to be done goes well... i'm on the green side now(ask me if you don't understand this)... It's just that i'm not the good one,i'm the ugly duckling, Everybody's shining but me, i guess i was'nt suppose to shine, i'm suppose to be the way i'm now, pathetic... guys(all the ppl i know) you guys are doing well seriously, i'm proud...

Just now went to the YHHB concert at the Esplanade... went there alone just to support that someone, i don't think it really matters if i come anot,but atleast i showed support, listened to the music they played and enjoyed it,for the first time i really enjoyed this kind of music...When i was there, i realised something it made me felt soo sad, pffft.. Afterthe concert waited for the guys(xin yi & friends) outside,they were planing smt..i was standing further away with jia yu, than they planned to eat soo walked till the entrance and than i walked backin as they went their sepperate ways to eat, went to the guitar shop and bought smt, went to outdoors to look at the scenery of the singapore river, had a few thoughts than went home alone,again. I miss you, that's all i can say...

tearing us apart... pfft
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guys goig to Obs i love you and take care!
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Hey,

Had quite a bad day today, during soccer practice,did'nt do well but had loads of fun,Told the teacher(lie) that we had to leave early and hadto stop the remedial and loads more..

I donno why but it seems like this few weeks i have nothing to write,my brain,It's blank!poof! nothing,empty, actually it's not really empty but it's just that i don't know how to express my feelings,

Maybe this sept going NEPAL but my parents were curios, what will i eat?Hallal or not? if my arm dislocate again what happen?What are the conditions there are like? That's the kind of question they asked me just now, soo eager, but yet soo caring, parents

After shool you know what happen,Matt knows, i waved but no response, but atleast before that she responded! haaha! but you miss it, well next time than k? haaha! kk bb!


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~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Hey,

Sry for not blogging guys,I've been feeling bad and i had no mood... Ok atleast now i know she hates me..I'm not cherished by her... but atleast my 7 other KAKI-GEREKS are there for me!! i love you guys!!

Played soccer on thursday and had loads of fun!!! long time never played and i never realised that all my fears of diving is gone!! atleast now i can dive!! haaha! without fear!! I saw womeone small and potentially great!! his name is Syariff!! haaha! amat!! he plays great, greater than me even though his small but he's really good!! for the Haikal, improve pls.. i know you can...

At school on Friday was damn fun joked around with The 8 KAKI-GEREKS&wanney(3e7)!! and the mt relief teach! she was soo hillarious!! funnaye!! haaha!! i love the 8 kaki gereks!!Love you guys! i never tught that we'll be this close friends!! hope we'll last forever!!!!

Friends are cherished,Enimies perished,Love are like cherries,Oh Girl anything you wish -Khairi sepian


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~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Hey guys!

yesterday lazy to blog coz i was partly excited and partly sad.... As you know, we fought,our besties against each other... i just hope it's gonna end soon without anyone being physically hurt... I LOVE YOU GUYS seriously, look back at the things we've done 2gether especially the 2e7 peeps(and now in 3e8)... i love you guys!!!

That was only half seh.. Yesterday afternoon after school saw her.. i tried to call her but too late, adib was teasing her.. i think she got frustated than the next call only her friend turned(i think that was jie min)...pppffffffftttttttt...Gees this really sucks....Then i went home feeling frustated after being ignored and losing 10 BUCKS!Threw bottle filled with water at faz after he threw an empty bottle at me, i was sorry dude, that time no mood(i may be looking fine and smiling but actually dude, i was like trying to keep smiling all the way)...

Reached home at 5.50+ after ncc training, frustated exhausted and hoping that some miracle or smt better is going to happen to me... nothing BIG really happen but atleast i found back my RING!!! Finally, i found it lying on my table... i wonder how it get there, maybe my mother place it there..but if she puts there, how the she get home? the key was'nt with her... And the day i ost my ring i definitely ransacked my whole table but nothing was there! kk nevermind atleast the good thing is that the ring came back into my possesion!! haaha!

kk larh till here then!
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~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

HEY-O

I've decided to go and rebond my hair, but i was scared that smt might happen to my hair, maybe more damage when it grows longer... so i asked professional and amateur advices.. PROFESSIONAL-(Faiz)''I think you better don't you see, when you rebond your fringe it's going to be straight but your back is still messy and maybe when you fringe grows longer,it's going to be partly curl and straight! more worse!!(shaf)You're gonna regret it!!(short and sweet,haaha!) (Fiza)No, i know it's nice and long but wat's yhe motive?the motive is to keep it long and straight rite?? now you're hair is long so don't rebond, if you do soo it's gonna end up more longer and atlast you're gonna cut it!!haaha!-There's MORE PROFESSIONAL advices!

unprofessional-My LIL'SIS(baby cousin and she's only 1 +)-pfft pfft pffftpfft gaah ahh thay pfft..
haaha!

kk larh in the end i'm not going to rebond it,ATLEAST someone loves my hair!!!=D yayness!! thnks guys.. i really need that advices...

I know you guys as my friends but why you threat me like this beb... i know larh i never sell you epok2, you think you anly want? releks arh there's many more ppl who wants it from last week but never gets, soo relax arh.. you don't even need to call my friends bitches.. If they're bitches and what are you? A F*cking attention seeking Sl*t?!?(soorry there, i was furious) Be fair aite? On behalf of them i apologise for everything that we've done to disturb you soo... stop it!

KKtill here then
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~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Hey!!

Guys!! FIZA IS MY CUZZ!! haaha!! HAFIZAH!! and if you guy are my cuzz too, than she's also your cuz!!!!= DHaaha!! crazy!! i you all wanna know more, just ask me kaey?

aniwaes.. skool was pernormal but smt bad happen,there's a new born puss* cedric chai larh!! i normally don't hate ppl and don't like to call ppl names but, it seems like you've made me do it..He, a used to be boy, go hit or should i say WHACK a girl... my gawd!!he's going overboard.. even though when he hit me, i let him off it doe'nt mean that my friends too you can disturb rite??? lame ass man you!!You promised to say sorry to her and so,did you? ppfftt

Aniwaes UNDONE PHROPHECY is going to receive a new band mate!! haaha cheers!! I don't really know what's his name or what he looks like but, we're sure he's a good guitarist.. Bam has done a quick technical check on him and he say he was great.. soo i'm looking forward to meet you!!

I was damn sure that i was shy even when saying "HI" to you just know but, what e heck the words cam out exactly the way it was suppose to be, ''HI''!! haaha!I'm greatful and thankful to god for helping me, haaha!!

kk bye for now!
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~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Hey..

I've lost my ring guys...My heart says go find it, but my soul says no.. it's no point,I don't stand a chance with you... i asked you once but you said no, so i guess it's worthless.. But i tried finding it but to no avail,LOST... maybe it was meant to be lost and forgotten..Phuck feeling so bad but relief in some way...But you must know that i still like you..

Now it really seems worthless after i sold my guitar for the ring.. what's lost is lost, but what's not found isn't lost, especially the true love that was never found for us Maybe cupid's sleeping..

bye bloggers will post soon!
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Hey..

just now my cuzz and i were going through my great-grand dad's things again.. Guess what, this time we hit the gold pot... we found something interesting about him and we had prove and certificates of it! haaha!

My grand dad was working for the AUSTRALIA ROYAL AIR FORCE in SINGAPORE!!! We still have his certificates of his contribution,His duties and his Medical certificate! it was cool man to know someone in your fam was working with an air force military!!! but i wonder why he never tell us all this... My great grand mother(his sister&Still alive!) told us that he was a quiet&simple guy, normally he's shy and would'nt boast about and he likes to keep everything to himself.. if only he had told me earlier, maybe i would ask him what's life in the AIR FORCE!!My dream is to become a pilot.. i hope one day my grand-dad will help me out..

Aniwaes just now at school was quite fun and after school went to gym.. Amat was with his school Brothers and they went out.. faiz,shaf.iwan,falah & me were the only one's from our class chatting than came saravanan and vicknan joined.. it was fun joking arnd! but at 2.20 falah faiz iwan shaf had to take their test soo i wished them good bye (because i'll be going at 3.30 and they'll be going at 4.35) than they went to the ava room to take the test.. than went gym, played soccer than go home...

till here than guys!
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Hey guys,

I'm sry if yesterday i did'nt post beacause i was at the hospital to see my great grand dad,He passed away there too..My goodness i really miss him, i did'nt get the time to say my last words to him but atleast i saw him blew his last breath, it's just been 3 weeks after my grandmother died,pffft... I've just lost two loved ones in 1 mnth...

Today i went to his funeral and helped them.. i almost cried watching him... After the ceremony, my cuz and my fam went to the house... we sat down all in the living room in many styles..some were sitting on the chair some on the floor & some squatting... than we talked about what my great granddad hs contributed...we discussed for a long time b4 some of us run through his items, my great granddad likes to keep old items, some from the WWII and some even before that, than it came to my item, iremember i and my cuzzies like to play mcdonalds play dough, but most of the time we quarelled so he decided to keep most of the items so we were left little to share, from there we started to learn on how to share, after a few years i forgot about it till just now when i saw it i was like, wow and almost cried...Than there were many touching stories from our family members about him and some of them were really touching.. haiz i really miss him...

aniwaes i've just been blog hopping, i've been reading my 'past'friends entries,and oh' god, i've lost up on them alot.... There's this girl my friend from a nerd now she's a babe... she's now with guy, he plays rugby too, and oh'wow the look cute... than there's still alot like eliss,jasmine,Sun chao chen,Cheong how,sei wei and many more... hmmm. i just miss those guys, you guys been changing alot but see, i still the same.. the BIG one, smt i think it's cool but most of the times i feel awkward... i wanna be different like my friends.. from plum to thin from nerd to sexy... I just wanna be thinner n taller...

Soo i guess there's really alot of ppl i've lost...why must it end like this guys i miss you all loads....

hello!