annyeong,
eh ppl,no one knows.
thats what i would ike to say,

can you guys imagine,someone you really love,and he/she is dying tmr,what would you do?
i know some will shed heir tears,regretting what they've done,but what i want to say is that tears real?
i mean or is it just to show the love you have at that point?

you partner is dying of a disease,which is not infectous.All you can do is cry?well, wish, i could spent the last night together,doing things we never imagine and finally find that lifes too short(depends on what you do with it). i would sleep beside her and tell her that i love her,a million times,until she get bored or even till she die,i dont care.I'm just super sad.... i'd spend the last night talking,and not let you off my sight,i'd kiss your cheek until it gets numb,
make sure all the love i have left will all be poured onto you,ALL. I'd even go the extra mile to have the smile of yours engraved in my heart. and i think thats about it,

well im not feeling myself lately and i've asked my self and answered it,example,the question above,its not real but
somehow it moved me,I just feel super-sad,i need time and some friends that i really cheerish. Maybe i just need one simple hug,i just need that cusion of extra care,well i hope i can get one soon,
how i wish you guys can buy hugs,kisses and care in a bottle,just like soda.
well you guys might not even know that the simplest of word/hug can make someone happier
by a thousand times. THE POWER OF LOVE.

back to real life.
ok this sunday its training at the same ground.this time,the coach is going to be there.. i'm quite eager,maybe i'll stop by somewhere to watch a movie after the training,pffft no one wanna watch with me.well tmr's promotion,i think i'll get the first seargeant. hmmmm i think id better think wisely of what im gonna do tmr,soo jammed.

soo just get back to me when you receive my e-mail.pls,

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~