i'm not strong enough to play those keys alone
nor am i strong enough to strum those strings.
you made me realise how weak i am. and i admit it, im weak.
not having you by my side now reeks.


Im also facing the fact that i'll never have you.
Like all the dreams i dreamt which had you in it will never come true,
besides its just a dream. i never had the chance to show you how much i really cared.
Even the littlest things in my life are kept in mind. You especially.

believe me my heart is torn into bits.
and im crying softly while im yping this.

yooyoyoyo,
how you guys doing?
im not in a really good mood now,
i just realised something and its gnar haunt me for nights.
im not gg to have the chance to kiss you, hold your hand, bite ur lips or even hold your hands.
That wouldnt be possible because if you can, you would filter the air you breathe in.

it sucks knowing that,
and guessed what my guitar fell again and it cracked.
hmmm it deosnt matter to me though,
because once you are mine, i'll make music out of the thin air,
thats impossible you say? but impossible is nothing.

i'll be sitting at the usual spot, minding my own business and
act as if nothing ever happened.i'll laugh and joke around because
i dont want to to show my layer of weakness to people around me.
in the end people come and go,



but you dont.
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

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