thinking of you makes me stick
to the ground where i found you.
our love never made
through the storm which was our fate.

Labels: to end the day

its not as easy as saying i love you straight forward.
tsk.

aku mencintai kamu, ya betul cinta itu buta. tapi kini cinta itu bisu,
kalau hanya kamu memahami bahasa ibundaku..
semua akan terkemuka dia depan dirimu dan kamu akan tahu
bertapa lama aku menunggu dan bertapa sakitnya aku telah menunggu.
tetap, aku masih akan menuggumu.


yoyo,
ehk yyyyiiiiiitttttiiiiiiaaannnnnn
ehk sry for not repling to ur msgs on msn.
oi reply my msgs le,
i feel so guilty. lol.

you talk to me and nudge like 196233696 times? lol
sry bah.

haaha till here than,
talking to audrey in msn.
lols bored.

Labels: 2-0. atleast we tried

annyeong.
the reason for the hostility these few days are simple,
im kinda upset bcos soon, this house will be crowded,
my uncl is moving in, reasons?

he feels unfair or what not. he has a home in boon lay, still he wants to live here.
urgh, i wont have my own personal room! shit, my cousins are gnar be such irritants,
i hate em. im kinda pssed of rite now. its gnar be like 11 ppl in this house?!?!

to add to the misery. my mom have been spending her time cooking, cash for food and her time to manage my cousins. wth rite? my mom is like friggin sick rite now, still
they dont care and still wanna ignore all the things she has done.
no thanks even?

pfffft, my family can just shift houses to the bigger flat we rented, but if we move,
my mom hav eto sell her jewelerries to afford another renovation. and bcos of that
there is no cash for the future... the jewelleries are for me and my siblings education. hmmm, i just told my mom that as a family we can bear everything.

urgh!~there are stuff i believe i shldnt write here,
but if he continus to piss me off, im gnar rite..
























































sch was fun
mt intensive was =________________=





































btw all the hate
brought us together,
while all the happiness
tore us apart.

i wont see you any sooner,

Labels: a.qwjd, sadbwdbqsb

Annyeong,hola, how do you do, ni hao ma?
hello ppl,
i feel bored rite now and i dont feel like doing anything.

i hate you(inserts name) dont act as if
you have that thing already, dont act as if its urs when it is never urs.
dont even act as if you know how to control it when you yourself dont
know what mess you have done.
just stop everyting and stop blaming the world, stop blaming the toys for failing on you, in fact it didnt failed on you. YOU failed on them,
tsk. i hope you are happy with what you have/ggtohave rite now.
just dont disturb me anymore.

life isnt fair, you agree ppl?
well i agree soo much but somehow in me, there is a lighted splint, its no larger than a dot you can make with ur pencil. still it burns inside of me, knowing that
one day eberything will be fine and it tells me to have faith in myself.

pfffft, everything seems to be very out of place this days. EVERYTHING.
i just need a piece of my mind and do what i want to do,
join the WorldWideFund. its kinda fun when you join the WWF passport but its vitrual, it reeks knowing that its nt the reality. i would like to join
their campaign but their motehr base is not in singapore..

well here are some of the pictures taken during the gig
at LCUBE enjoy XD

Labels: gig wa fun

i'm not strong enough to play those keys alone
nor am i strong enough to strum those strings.
you made me realise how weak i am. and i admit it, im weak.
not having you by my side now reeks.


Im also facing the fact that i'll never have you.
Like all the dreams i dreamt which had you in it will never come true,
besides its just a dream. i never had the chance to show you how much i really cared.
Even the littlest things in my life are kept in mind. You especially.

believe me my heart is torn into bits.
and im crying softly while im yping this.

yooyoyoyo,
how you guys doing?
im not in a really good mood now,
i just realised something and its gnar haunt me for nights.
im not gg to have the chance to kiss you, hold your hand, bite ur lips or even hold your hands.
That wouldnt be possible because if you can, you would filter the air you breathe in.

it sucks knowing that,
and guessed what my guitar fell again and it cracked.
hmmm it deosnt matter to me though,
because once you are mine, i'll make music out of the thin air,
thats impossible you say? but impossible is nothing.

i'll be sitting at the usual spot, minding my own business and
act as if nothing ever happened.i'll laugh and joke around because
i dont want to to show my layer of weakness to people around me.
in the end people come and go,



but you dont.
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Labels: on the bench i'll wait

annyeong fellow readers.

sorry for not updating, besides no one really read my blog this days.
pfffft. well for the past two days it has been the holidays.
exams are also over baby.

im shagged rite now, bcos of both studies and last night gig,
well done to
Dezygote 7T3 and Pervy boys!
the gig was trully awesome, and i really like the song by pervy boys,
adding the double bass bit was a genious!


pictures will be up soon...

till here than
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Labels: tiffy will be in singapore like a month from now XD