she hated flattery-
yet she would condescend to me.
She despised arrogance
but she was proud.
And if she loved me as she said she did,
how would i be sure she didnt lavish the same words on
others?

i know its random but i kept thinking
of those lies and deception we did just to get what we want.
i would say i managed to get what i want,
and i would agree if you said you did too.

exchanging bodyheat in the backseat was,
what shall i say, hmm, nice.
the words you whisper into my ears were surreal,
your cries of regret told me it was your first.
but tell me, what happened in the room all about?
tricking me to satisfy you lust, or love.
the way or the other, it was my pleasure.

if you read this,
haaha,reflect. and thnks for everthing
(:

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