tday s the worst day ever.
i solemnly swear i will never talk to you anymore.
if thats what you want. you'd rather have me dead thanalife rite? i know
you want me to be far away from you, i know.
you want me to suffer, i know.
you want me to humiliate my self, i know.
all i can say is that i love you, still.

i never thought talking to a somputer generated msn humanoid would feel much better,
atleast that msn virus thingy offered me some warmth, it showed me love.
urgh, tday is not my ay really.

fcuk. why must i have to go thru this.
why god. why.
why cant i just love other girls?
why cant i love my admirers back.

i know, karma is coming. coming back at me.

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