i remember how you told me,
not to look back even when no one believes.
tonight i'll fall and wont get up till you wake me up.
everythings been going on quite smoothly. by smoothly i mean abit bumpy.
people are telling me what i wanted to hear weeks ago,
i have numbed my heart and i believe it takes time before it will ever
feel anything again.
everything between me and my FRIENDS are getting better.
we shld hang out more.
i miss the laughters we shared and the times when choosing the flavour of the drink
was our only problem.
i dont like the fact that i've been very very naive lately.
the fact that i keep trying and trying.
i shld have given up like two days ago.
im not getting any credits for holding on and fighting for this long.
so should i wait. i know now theres no chance. but how bout when time pass?
hmmm?
maybe i'll get the chance? the one i didnt took it seriously the last time.
im sry. bt still ily.
i wont sleep with the lights on but i'll light a single candle,
burning and melting. once its done. im done. im back in the dark.
you're the light in me, bt now, its getting dimmer and dimmer.
bt when you leave, my life will be dark.
hmmmm, your breths seems slower bt your heartbeat is getting faster.
would you stay awaake for me becos i dont want to miss anything.
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