i stayed back to ponder.
i still remember the first day of school in poly,
i walked into a class where laughters and joy are norm to us.
i walked into a class with a broken heart,
but with them i had my heart healed.
i dont know what should i say or do when friday comes.
im gnar miss them,
this is the hardest story that im gg to tell,
hmmm, no one is going to believe me right now, im in class.
all alone, and its only 4.06
all the lights are off, and the class is soo silent.
this is eerie. tears are rolling off my cheeks as i stare at each and every seats
which represents the different people in my class.
its jjust like yesterday i introduced myself tpp you guys
and we clicked so fast.
it was just like yesterday i asked you for your number.
it was just like yesterday we went starbucks together,
it was just like yesterday i went smoking alone.
it was just like yesterday we said we hated kwek, but no we loved him.
nobody said it was easy,
neither did they say it was this difficult. sigh,
promise me,
when you see me out there,
give me a smile, or atleast a 'hi'
a warm hug wouldnt hurt either.
cos you guys are my first classmates and prolly the best too.
with love. khai

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