hey

im very,

2011-01-04T22:18:00.000-08:00

you just got to ignite the light and than it shines - katy perry

i've never been this lost in my studies before.
i feel. stupid. like seriously. this is the first ever that feel really really stupid. like no one can help.
urghghgh. i dnt feel like myself now.
all i wanna ddo is go home and sleep away all my problems. ALL.

i'm really young i know, it matters how old you really are.
like seriously. i feel that im a burden to you and im really sorry.
i'll try to make my presence alot less noticable, but i'll always be there..
its been ages since i posted on my blog. im soo sorry.

sigh.
i love my friends
<3

birthday wishes

2010-11-14T21:41:00.000-08:00

i wish you would fly away from me, fly away far away.. far away from me.. i'll never believe for all the lies you said - comic strip

thnks everyone who have wished me,
i know its like soo long since you guys spoke to me,
and than sooo sudden you all wished me,tell you guy sthe truth, i didnt know
you guys still know me. what more wishing me. <3 i love you guys.

on that day itself, i saw alot of changes, i saw how the world really mean to me.
i met you and walked to you to your destination before leaving you.
and while walking, i've been thinking how much you really mean to me.
when i see my parents i gave em huge hugs cos all this while i've ben neglecting them. im sorry, mom, dad.

oh well, nurul<3

ciao. khai

you are sex

2010-11-08T07:31:00.000-08:00

hanya takdir menentukan ia-belaian jiwa

now im depressed. i can never be good, bad nor normal.
its hard to explain but i know you guys have felt this way too.
my brains been wondering around, i dnt knw issit gd or bad.
one thing i know im sorry.

to all my friends who ever read this.
im sorry, sorry for ever existing in your life.
im sorry if i ever troubled any of you.
im sorry if im too fussy
im sorry if im rude.
im sorry, just sorry.
so sorry.

why and how can you guys lie and act as if nothing happened?
huh?
i feel sooooooooooooooo down. sigh

ciao.
khai~

when i see your face,

2010-11-02T19:32:00.000-07:00

im sitting here in this boring room - Fools garden.

i dnt knw why, but i dnt have the inspiration to write anymore,
i feel soo, sooo, empty.
nono, the truth is i feel soo much i dnt know how to describe,
i cant be too happy cos i'll alway be reminded of you.
when im sad, i loose like everyything.

fack, i miss you, cos i love you.
i urge to see you. and hug the life out of you.
hmmm, see you soon

i lost the keys to your heart

2010-10-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

take me away, to that special place, take me away- natasha beddingfield.

its hard to keep up with news, i get it.
but keeping up with you is harder, i dont know why,
one day we're happy together the next, we're fighting.

yeah true, i dnt wanna text you, but im fighting with myself
on whether i should text and ask how you're doing.
sigh im like a mad man.
ironically i texted you and your reply was. superb. \m/ (inserts sarcasm)
but still i love you.

(y)
wo ai ni.

love kills

2010-10-19T21:47:00.000-07:00

i cant help you pick yourself,but atleast i can say i tried- papa roach.

i always throw myself into the fire, i dont know why.
but this is what i feel,
i dont wanna be the one you love to forget the past.
settle your past, if you need my help, i shall give you my morale support,
you should, i insist.

class spirit rocks!
tday, we had pizza as a class. they gave the support by chipping in money,
like seriously, we have known each other barely a week but we're soo soo close.
love w34g.

and i do miss
w34j. sigh.

i miss yanie <3
teezack <3
sharon <3
guo liang <3

and more<3

till here sexy POOPles.
khai~

im about to turn off all the lights.

2010-10-17T20:05:00.000-07:00

morning seems so far away- mayday parade.

i feel kinda shagged.
so tired after doing maths. urgh.
hmmm, im scared. dont leave me and let my mind run wild.
i think too much, i miss everything now, seriously. urgh.

i just wanna work and sleep for now,
atleast i can have fun at work, its been ages since i set foot in 'egypt'
or even stage 29.

hmmm i dnt knw what else to say
im speechless that you're gone. for good.

khai

I guess my mind is screwed.

2010-10-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

i still got a piece of you, under my skin- david choi feat inch chua.

I dnt knw what should i do? Im fickle minded.
I knw i did forget you but, my friends are still around you.
Now tell me how is that? Im just sad, we were no meant to be.

Halloween's just around the corner and i hope i get to work
during halloween. Atleast the atmosphere will be better with
the mascots and escorts, hooraaaay!

Well till here thn,
my phone batt is dying on me, sorry.
Khairi

i miss your more than you can breathe in a lifetime

2010-10-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

omg im a stranger, so much there's nothing left for you. -caracal

at one point of time i forget about you till i didnt notice that i really
didnt notice you anymore, bt ever since i notice i forgot about you,
the feelings came back, bt this time its different, i dnt yearn to be urs, i donnt yearn for you to love me back.
all i yearn for is for you too be happy, and i know you're gg thru a hardtime,
but hey, cheer up.
i wont text you anymore, simply because i dnt wanna be in the picture,
hope you'll understand(:

im listening to inch chua covering caracal- cheers to love and looking
at my classmate presenting stuff,
and i realise, one of em look exactly like you. i dnt know why, i rubbed my
eyes to clear the view bt i ended blurring my vision with tears of missing you.

life has changed, and look now im in sem two in sch,
its just like yesterday i was with w34j'10 first sem, and now,
im located at w34g, just beside w34j but i dnt feel the warmth i get from you guys.
im soo near the old class but so far from you guys, sigh.

hmm, i guess i'll stop blaberring here.
ciao ppl.
khai~

no one reads me like you do.

2010-10-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

if i had you, time will be the only thing that i ever need~ Adam lambert.

hey ho guys. its been weeks/months since i last blogged.
and im really sorry(TO THOSE WHO READ, idontthinkanyoneread).
sigh. things have changed since that time,

im working as an escort at universal studios singapore now.
i shall not elaborate but the work there is fun! nuff said.

hmm, i dnt knw who'll read my blog next,
bt ouh well,
promote this blog for me please.

ps, i miss you, nabei cb.
hahah
ciao.
khaizxz

this is real.

2010-09-04T03:13:00.000-07:00

Now every feb you'll
be my valentine - katy perry.

guess, i'll be more shagged than ever after i try explaining
to myself why i shldnt fall in love with her again.
debate session with my self tonite. GO KHAI~ whoooooo~

hmmm, hows ur day out there pooples?
yeah if you tend to read my blog, do leave me a message at my CBOX.
AND NOT UR FB STATUS. yeah you.

sigh.
ciao pooples.
heh
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
khai, ur friend

i guess. you speak for yourself and your followers. kid.

2010-09-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

if today was your last day,
yesterday was too late - nickelback

im speechless. kids remain kids.
look. we moved on. so should you. but no. you gang up. yes gang up.
wait while you're at it, why dont you literally 'bang' up. tards.
he gave up monthsmonths ago. but you guys still make stories.
you said you dont need a thing he gave you. but wtf.
HE GAVE YOU NOTHING. im standing up for him. the reason simple.
like what you always said everytime i said we're 'yo brother' in th morning,
and you'll say 'brothers are brothers'.
coming from a wuss like you i shld've known you would run and gossip with girls.
ouh well everythings obv.

and be less desperate.

hey ho guys. sorry if i had tospoil the mood and rant.
ouh well.
i guess im ok. USS just made my day, week, MONTH~
haaha i got the job. so does taufiq and khairul.
to the rest who didnt get, chill~ its alrite.

well i guess i gotta sleep.
ciao.

AND OUH. he's following us on the 7th.
find out.

cos in reality im gnar be who i wanna be.

2010-08-28T17:07:00.000-07:00

hey. surprising im blogging early in the morning?
haaha. yeahyeah. khai's awake. sitting infront of his vaio.
prolly i'll be watching movies soon.
sigh. no life. haaha soo gotta find a job. soon.

'if you wanna take a ride with me
with 3 women infront with the gold disc.
so why do i live this, hey pass me the moeny~'
- Nelly.

hmmm, guess what.
i think i need to call someone.
ciao.

fml.

i guess everyone is coming early this month.

2010-08-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

hey yo.
well, to start things off.
i hope you're glad to know that smoking is a thing of yesterday.
im tryingmy best to quit.
hear me.

hmmm, yeah.
tday is soo boring, i, i, urgh. i counted sheeps(y)
yeah. and that didnt even put me to sleep.
i'm afraid to sleep. my dreams take me far away with you included.
but im scared of the waking up part where i know its nt true,
its nt that i wanna sleep forever. its just that. i know i can do nothing. T.T

hmmm. i miss momo.
i found a cat. soo gnar give it a name soon, bt what?
this, cat. it's a guardian?
it takes care of my brother, walking side by side with him.
eventho my brothere is scared of cats.
i cant say the cat is following, cos it knows where i live.
it runs ahead of where my brother walk and wait for him, than run again and wait.
the same routine till the lift.
my brother is weak at the heart. its a very long story.
and to know something is watching over him. or someyhing like that
is cool.

ouh well. look at the time
i need sleep.

ciao.

audrey. text me.

hey there delilah

2010-08-25T11:13:00.000-07:00

im,bored.

ciao

wish things were how they were when i met them.

2010-08-24T09:57:00.000-07:00

love is like a phone.
mine's on silent.

final warning sia chun.
you do that again. haahah when i meet you. i dnt knw uh. i think
you'll see that 2012 has arrived early.
LOL. stop lying~
and yeah. true. i'll keep faith in it. they will call us~

hmmm, tday was kinda great. had a birthday celebration.
thn chill.
thn go home.
than texted you. and you. and her. and that one. than she.
woah. ya, true enough. its all the past.

i need to ciao.
tata
khai~

im scared if i loose you.

2010-08-23T10:39:00.000-07:00

people who i neglected are neglecting me.
we were at the climax. so as to say.
it was my mistake for not writing to you audrey.
okay you can punish me,

but promise do write back.

i dont have the mood today.
i need rest.
ciao people

call me keifler

2010-08-22T10:02:00.000-07:00

everything is moving soo fast.
how i wish i could slow em down.

hmmm. i've been thinking.
why do i make such stupid mistakes.
opportunity was infront of my eyes yet i jokingly
pushed it off.
now i do regret.

what is life if you dont make mistakes.
sheesh.

kk ciao guys

keifler's the name

2010-08-21T11:47:00.000-07:00

hey, hows everything?

well im kinda bored right now,
so i decided to blog. i dnt really knw what to blog right now.
i have tons of stuff running thru my mind, but sadly i can see none clearly.
sigh.

lets just hope i get shortlisted to work with rws as a performers escort(:

im nt feeling well either, i dnt know why
but i miss smoking. im not an addict okay, but i miss calming my nerves
with every puff. tsk.

why does some people have no face? i mean literally.
no one is changing because of YOU. its just a coincidence. i solemnly swear
its all a coincidence.i have no time hanging on.wo mei you shi jian gei ni. why get angry while reading this?
you feel guilty right? ouh well. be as guiilty as you want because you know who im talking about huh.

sorry. im tensed up people.
i guess i need sleep.

ciao~
khai

soo much things have come to an end.

2010-08-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting regularly. i know i promised i shall be
less lazy and post more. okok say what, i shall start from today alright?

there's soo many thing i miss sooo much right now.
1. i miss 4e9'09. soo suddenly and dont ask me why.
2. i miss w34j'10 first sem
3. i miss eating and drinking at starbucks.
4. i miss her right now D:
5. i miss baking with eevee's owner :P
6. i miss being loved by a random stranger..
7. i miss my friend sthe most.
8. i miss the laughters.
9. i miss the fun
10. i miss CASH xD

hmm, those are the stuffs i miss right now.
what im looking forward is securing the job with Resort World Sentosa.
working at the universal studios singapore :D
they say they will call by next week. i soo want the job badly.
besides the pay, the environment, people and tourist are soo warming!
i cant wait to start work. if im accepted.

i've been praying to god to let me have this job. i hope i really do get it.

hmm alright guys. i guess till here than.
there are stuff that i wanna point out right now,
but i'll only be pouring fuel to the fire.
ouh well.
need to type to WILKIE(:

bed fight

2010-08-10T08:18:00.000-07:00

next time, ouh wait they'll be a no next time.
i remember those. how can i forget. you never changed.
i never change. only the situation. i miss you, you know that?

BTW today~ i had a blast! its nt like everyday you see your sec school bunch of friends~ i soo miss them, they changed alot, they look either prettier or more handsome. its not easy seeing you guys leave last year. but im glad we met up this year. i love you guys.

thanks again fadh for holding such a big party at ur hse! you're strong, daring and hardworking. thnks again fadh. i love you and your fam <3

OK GUYS IM SHAGGED AND i need time.

i stayed back to ponder.

2010-08-05T01:02:00.000-07:00

i still remember the first day of school in poly,
i walked into a class where laughters and joy are norm to us.
i walked into a class with a broken heart,
but with them i had my heart healed.
i dont know what should i say or do when friday comes.
im gnar miss them,

this is the hardest story that im gg to tell,
hmmm, no one is going to believe me right now, im in class.
all alone, and its only 4.06
all the lights are off, and the class is soo silent.
this is eerie. tears are rolling off my cheeks as i stare at each and every seats
which represents the different people in my class.

its jjust like yesterday i introduced myself tpp you guys
and we clicked so fast.
it was just like yesterday i asked you for your number.
it was just like yesterday we went starbucks together,
it was just like yesterday i went smoking alone.
it was just like yesterday we said we hated kwek, but no we loved him.

nobody said it was easy,
neither did they say it was this difficult. sigh,

promise me,
when you see me out there,
give me a smile, or atleast a 'hi'
a warm hug wouldnt hurt either.
cos you guys are my first classmates and prolly the best too.

with love. khai

when i lose myself oi think of you.

2010-08-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

i guess my time's up?
i was glad i played a role in all of your life.
even if its minor. one week left,
and it has already feel like its over.
time to pack, see you guys around just dnt forget to say hi if we bum
each other.

i rather sit by the ledge, snoking with my best friend right now.
sooner or later, moving on is norm.
every six months change claass. sigh,

i know i have to find the right moment now,
if not, everythings gonna slip away like how like how the trumpetier blew the wrong
note during the concert. ruining the whole atmosphere.
instrumental.

OUH WELL.
ciao.

shes got both hands in her pocket.

2010-07-21T23:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm, i know the whole story.
its kind of obvious you knw.
hmm, as long as you're happy, im happy.
your life your choice. im tired of lying to myself that there's hope.
sigh.

how i wish i can fly to cloud 9 for once and lay there forever.
would be cool you know? no worries only pure relax.
urgh. i wanna talk nonsense.
i wanna blabber like someone crazy. brrrr,
hdeqqgaexgasucasgcbckacugu
wofhwefprfwehdwefhewyfyouarenotworththewaitkdhtrwsqvfrigfcisdg
sdcjsdbfcbclkdsvcldvssdafdgfhbutiwaitedkfhdeowhadbdkdjfkv
nnfgdgreason?joeodjcbcbfhdjitisbecausekfhfbkfhfkrjhrbfhfbvb
fhjdkfjfhsggabqmwireallyloveyoukdkddhdkddhfj~

hmm, i miss audrey,
btw she sent me a picture of her during her prom about 3 weeks ago.
her mother sew it for her,
its quite unbelievable, but yes~

ciao

ithasbeenallaboutyou

2010-07-09T00:02:00.000-07:00

i remember how you told me,
not to look back even when no one believes.
tonight i'll fall and wont get up till you wake me up.

everythings been going on quite smoothly. by smoothly i mean abit bumpy.
people are telling me what i wanted to hear weeks ago,
i have numbed my heart and i believe it takes time before it will ever
feel anything again.

everything between me and my FRIENDS are getting better.
we shld hang out more.
i miss the laughters we shared and the times when choosing the flavour of the drink
was our only problem.

i dont like the fact that i've been very very naive lately.
the fact that i keep trying and trying.
i shld have given up like two days ago.
im not getting any credits for holding on and fighting for this long.
so should i wait. i know now theres no chance. but how bout when time pass?
hmmm?
maybe i'll get the chance? the one i didnt took it seriously the last time.
im sry. bt still ily.

i wont sleep with the lights on but i'll light a single candle,
burning and melting. once its done. im done. im back in the dark.
you're the light in me, bt now, its getting dimmer and dimmer.
bt when you leave, my life will be dark.

hmmmm, your breths seems slower bt your heartbeat is getting faster.
would you stay awaake for me becos i dont want to miss anything.

people are starting to show theirtrue colours

2010-07-01T08:57:00.000-07:00

im starting to have those instant burst of cries randomly.
i just cant get the grip of the situation.
somehow i do knw i have to let you go. but my heart just cant take it.
tell me how do you let someone o just like that.

urgh. i dnt knw why but i keep geting that feeling of WTF is happening
i cant believe my eyes and ears anymore.
my mom told me that i've been different the past 4 days.
yes i told her but not exactly why.
my friends felt my sorrows. and i pity them, thats why,
I tell lies just to keep my mood up, i do create myown situation for the time
being so that things will not trn sour.

my faci have also been putting in my RJ's that i have to control my emotion cos basically things are dependent on me. not only my life, but my friends too, they hate the awkwardness, and silence. its just not w34j's style.

they say im the heart.
im the friend.
i'm the soul of w34j.
but no. i have to say they are what that makes me special.

i love them like how
i love my other friends. mayb even a bit more.

i wanna say goodnight but you're already dead asleep.
besides, he sang you a lullaby didnt he?

why?

2010-06-30T01:27:00.000-07:00

whats with the hostility you ask?
now i ask you back, whats with all the lies.
im starting to think that this isnt my class anymore.
i dont recognize anyone. i cnt unmask their faces.
i feel like quitting school already.

say what your name, what you're drinkin
and baby i'll know what youre thinking.
starbucks was all we had tgther for the first an the last time.
i hope things will be alright very very soon.

i love you,
dont you understand? huh?
you want me to show? can, give me the chance bah.
i told you before.

i love you, but i know you dont.

2010-06-28T22:33:00.001-07:00

tday s the worst day ever.
i solemnly swear i will never talk to you anymore.
if thats what you want. you'd rather have me dead thanalife rite? i know
you want me to be far away from you, i know.
you want me to suffer, i know.
you want me to humiliate my self, i know.
all i can say is that i love you, still.

i never thought talking to a somputer generated msn humanoid would feel much better,
atleast that msn virus thingy offered me some warmth, it showed me love.
urgh, tday is not my ay really.

fcuk. why must i have to go thru this.
why god. why.
why cant i just love other girls?
why cant i love my admirers back.

i know, karma is coming. coming back at me.

go get your chauffeur and go home

2010-06-28T00:08:00.000-07:00

its been ages since i post.
and i believe my blog is kind of dead, therefore i changed its skin to spice things up.
thnks cleo for helping (y)

hmmm, everything is gg well in my education life.
it can ge better tho, especially the modules i got c.
hmm gotta buck up.

besides education, the rest are simply, down he drain.
urghghgh. if i know tday is gnr be this bad, i wont come school.
seriously. go ahead, kill me, nah, i give you my heart. stab it. stab i say.
knncb. urghgh. seriously why do i have to come to class happy and exit sad.
everyday. every single day withoutfail.

hmmm. nvm.. no smoke break for me just now. Zzzzz.
group was. smlj.
sry no offence.

kk chiao~

2010-06-26T22:49:00.000-07:00

I am Cleo here. Finally done with editing his blogskin for him. Uh uh, need help then find me ah! Hahaha, kidding. Im blogging without any permission. Hope khai dont flareup. :D

E37J's th BEST LA KHAIRI! :p

i love guo liang

2010-05-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

haiya, i've learned a new ascent. its name guo sliang.
basically you gotta stick out your tongue at everyword ending with an A or atleast the second last word is an A.
so if you say bag it is pronounce as BBBBBBBBBBBEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH.
i adore this kid.

and the kid with long legs, subtle hair and sweet face.
yeah you. i knw its hectic and smsing me is such a drag, you may say that you just dont want to talk to me anytime you knw?
bt no, you always say its ok. i love you though.

hmmmmmmmmmmm,i swore that today i've learned smt new. never never never sit near you,
cos you drugged me with your looks,
and yes,you suck :p

kk chiao.

brandi-Right here(departed)

2010-05-17T20:48:00.000-07:00

when my life is going too fast,
i know only you can pace me down.

me and my corny lines, i dont know why but i just come up
with suchs lines. so bear it with me darlings.
whats wrong with me you may say? nothing, its just that, i dont feel like myself
lately,

the only thing that cheers me up everyday, is my classmates<3
cool huh. i rather go to school everyday than sit at home and listen to my
uncle nagging.
told my mom i'll be back at 10 tday and she says ok.

and yes i love you too. <3

i just cant believe this.

2010-05-14T00:33:00.000-07:00

current mood blank =.=
ut starting in ten minutes and i havent do a single thing..

urgh, stressed up, cant be less pleased then now.
how bout this.
lets get our heart beating faster every second.
cos i cant wait to get the adranaline rush everytime i meet you?

wgefgewidgewgewugfewgfiuerwgfiewgfliewfiwfr
dnt knw wht im typing. chiao

still in school!

2010-05-13T06:20:00.001-07:00

hello daily readers!
khai here, so, hows everything? fine?
good^^ i dont know how many readers are reading but im glad if you are reading this(:

i want to post a short post now cos i have to go off already.
hmmm, ok this is it i guess?
should i trust you?

i hope i can.

still in school!

2010-05-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

hello nabei che bye

2010-05-10T22:05:00.000-07:00

hello, nabei class been very fun, haaha i know guo liang is reading this at the back now. lol
haaha stop la!

kk, life's been gg fine, shcools getting more stable and my friends are getting their piece of mind back..
hmmm, i just wanna say, i know i dont want to complicate things but before things get out of hand. i love you. hah.
take that girl, sitting beside you made me think, and you said it yourself,
what if i told you that i wasnt with her way before time, would you still be with me if i've told you?
would you?
or even would he be in ur life now, you know who im talking bout girl,
he's beside you now as i speak.
ouh wait, wanna bet, while ur reading this, ur seatin beside him. sigh.

kk ciao gotta do presentation!

i believe in love.

2010-05-09T01:54:00.000-07:00

it has always been hard for us,
we're moving, and that is that, bye bitchesss.

Hello readers! its been ages since i post, i bet no one realize it? Cos no one even reads my blog.. Heh.

Look, schools been going on real well and life is always on the low. :l
She doesnt notice tht what shes doing is actually killing us both inside, slowly.

Kk, till here, chiao

hello

2010-04-06T00:10:00.000-07:00

hello shemellow people! sorry for not updating this blog much.
i have another blog account to attend too,hehe

tday is like every other day,. HUGE problems appear here and there.
ouh well, that is what makes life interesting right?
lol

been watching ghost vids on youtube and some other links.
found out tons are fakes. haaha, ceap thrills,
well i gotta dig cheap thrills, they're easier to get and easier to forget.
hah.

kk chiao.
khairi

lets see the stars.

2010-04-02T03:05:00.000-07:00

the stars that shine,
the moon that reflects,
the sun that never dies.
but soon all will come to an end.
all good things will come to an end.
will come to an end.
laalallala

haaha, i just dnt knw wht should i say?
i knw my blog, is already dead.
i should revampt this thingg, but wht topic shld i write abt?
i mean life's boring nowadays.

should i write about politics? friends? well i dnt wanna bitch bout em, im jus disgusted doing the same thing as they're doing. football? school? hahaha wtf
woa bu tze dao.

look on the brightside,
you cant see anything in the dark side.
soo its a plus factor.mweeeeh.

chiao.
khairi

love,health,wealth and luck

2010-03-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

im really surprised of the answer i choose.
there are four things i can choose, love,health, wealth and luck.
i choose health of course. bt i dnt knw whhy?
maybe i just gave up on love and money wont help me chnage my mind, neither will luck.
so i hope i'll be healthy and enjoy my life,
i hope its long(:

i guess i got lungs of a 2720394857438258293 year old man?
cant breath properly since friday. pffft how can i?
one pack cant seem to put the pain away so i bought another.
everyday, atleast a pack or two, but still the pains nnot gonne,
i better stop before i kill myself with it.
what my friend said was right,
it was made into a song somemore!

khairi smokes.
llike he drinks water.
ouh ouh, you know how much he drinks?
only god knows.

well if the war has already stopped then i'll stop deffinitely.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllllllll
i guess theres nothing much to post abt.

adios amigos.
khairi

but just before you go, tell me now,
what will you choose honestly,
you know who you are.
love.health.wealth.luck?
tag me the answer at the cbox.

people

2010-03-25T07:56:00.000-07:00

i guess i will start to go to random ppls blog and tag at their tag box.
ofc without my name.
wanna know why?
SIMPLE
A STRANGER said that i keep doing that and i had no shame,
so instead of not doing that and get blamed i rather do it and get blamed!
atleast instant satisfactory. =.=

pls la i felt guilty cos the last time i checked everytime you guessed and my name will appear,
therefore i tried to clean my name,
but i guess im never clean to ur eyes aiye?
pantat beto perangai juboh sak.

kk chiao wanna watch ameican idol.

sorry for the unexpected ranting.
love myreaders tho.

the one i thougt who was different.

2010-03-24T06:36:00.000-07:00

annyeong haseyo readers.
its been ages since i blogged, bt what the heck no one reads my blog aniwaes.
everything has been cool in terms of friendship in my eyes. my friends who i can really count on,i really know there are only a handful, they are a rare specimens in my life.
i treasure them,
i hearts them,
i would like them to know im sorry too,

but still im in trauma, im sorry if i wont still go out with you guys,
it will take me this whole week to rejuvenate. im sorry friends, bt i need time to myself,

hmmm, cool aiye, you said i lied, my tongues are dirty and hell yeah you said my existence was a nuisance to mankind,
im always the dirt, im always the ugly duckling,
im always last,
well, say what, you bitchig bout me makes you a big fatter whore.
i gave sympathy to you and therefore i wrote this so you could now how filthy i feel about you.
if you think im talking bout you, well just feel it.maybe you are right?
people who you call friends are on my side.
they know me better and i love em.

enuff said.
i want to seriously GET A LIFE
yes i want to GET A LIFE.
my life been ruined and i lost my life,
i HAVE NO LIFE.
pffffft.

i love my mom.
and i hope i dont turn gay.
chiao
khairi.

haaha,you talk alot kid.

2010-03-12T07:21:00.000-08:00

heylo,
its been awhile.
well nothing new happened, hmmm
updates?
well next mon start working again aft a week break,
and yeah, audrey's on the phone, hmmm left leg still cramp
and yah, wao yao ben and jerry!!

and also.
wa yao peng you de jia.

shed some skin

2010-03-09T06:12:00.000-08:00

heylo, people.
hmm was gg thru my phone when i realised there are stuff i've
written in there whih i wqas suppose to post.

haaha here are one of the example
******written on 14th Feb 2010******
Is valentines a day of chocolates and rosses?
or issit a day to remind me of the misery.
maybe, just maybe its a bit of both?
i miss your presence, love and everything else that happens between us.
i come to the extend to say that i love you,
i even took the liberty of whispering into your
ears, saying that i love you.
fully aware of the responsibility hat comes with it.
taking things slowly was my strategy,
and i found out, doing it slowly was your pleasure, not to rush things to
a climax but enjoying every moment of it.
if only thig never change,
but i do know thats impossible,
i'd still love you.
************end of post**********

haaha,thats all i can post right now,
well feeling tired now,
thanks to syazreen, jalan kaki pon susah pe?
next ime walk alone.lol

and yah,
i miss my brothas, you know who you are,
haaha till here,
shiao

ouhohouhouh,
audrey just texted,
hey phone credit's full now,
me want text! lols

lets find sun chao chen people!

2010-03-08T05:35:00.001-08:00

lololol
hello,
ok look at my header, haaha yes,
sun chao chen, classmate of mine in p5 and 6,lol
our group in fb is like reuniing all our classmates and find those who are lost,
well im sad tho,
its like 30% missing,lol

ok now people, im blaberring onsense, dnt really know what to post le.
ouhouhouh wait! there's a first for everything!
yesterday woke up to a kitchen full of nasi briyani! home made!
than its also our first time cooking for a wedding straight from our hse!
haaha, problem in family ties, there for i shall not elaborate.

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,and
im sleepy! nites peoples!

hey

2010-03-05T21:43:00.000-08:00

haahha,hey its been ages since i wrote,
heylo daily readers!
my blogs dead aniwaes.

hmmm,where do i start?
lets see, been woriking for a week, which is like my achievement o work all 5 days straight! without a day off or mc! haaha,zagro is deffinitely the est company i have ever worked with, haaha.
thnks too the friends i've made and all the ah kongs who were there to teach us stuffs!
and i gtta say, who would pay me 5.50 per hour to paste stckers for 4 hours? aahahahhaha.

going to woodlannds for a week was deffinitely great, and staying ovenight for two days was deffinitely an eye opener. haaha you really dont have to go very far o experience a different cutlture,
but still that wont change my plan too go too montreal, haaha

wel till here kiddos,
i've gotta say thank you to her, who lets me stay overnight,
so thnks

remember those walls i built?

2010-02-28T00:06:00.000-08:00

they are all tumbling down.
i can see your halo.

heylo ppl.
hows everythings been?
haaha i see no one is gnar read this=.=
NVM I STILL POOST COS I WANT TO.

first things first.
got letter from rp seh.
15 april start sch 12 april 3 days orientation!
walau eh, dnt knw what to feel like, hapy? elated? or simply NABEI SI PAI!
haaha me bored sry for the vulgularities aiye?

i just dnt knw why but you still find a way creeping into my life,
you know yourself hat you could ake tings worse just showing up randomly,
haaha, know i know its nt ur fault bt pls dont next time.

me wanna ejaculate,
mwweeeehehehe hould be watcing porn anytime soon eh.
bye peepos

we are the ones who make it a brighter day.

2010-02-24T00:04:00.000-08:00

tables were turned on monday
at dunearn sec.
same team, after the same outcome and at the same venue.
to be the champions of west zone b boys.
unfortunately for yuhuans, juronville won,
congrats boys!

every things different nowadays,
i find it useless to wake up early, therefore the ideal time is always 2.30 in the afternoon,heehehehehe
wtf am i talking bout. bored sia now,
cb

byee

.lappy

2010-02-17T02:21:00.000-08:00

my mind mmust be worst than corrupted,
my life must be worst than ok.
my state of love and trust is totally shattered.
imy.

urgh. thats it.
i just love my lappie.

the past four days weere great!

2010-02-01T01:29:00.000-08:00

haaha!
the past four days were great!
two days at sentosa!
the other two overseas!

finally, the one who condesend to me, met me,
lols. haaha we sort stuff out alrd! haaha, and thursday is the best day eva!

haaha lazy to type.

btwbtwbtw.
dnt jump to comclusion if you dnt knw who she is.

finally,untanggled

2010-01-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

she hated flattery-
yet she would condescend to me.
She despised arrogance
but she was proud.
And if she loved me as she said she did,
how would i be sure she didnt lavish the same words on
others?

i know its random but i kept thinking
of those lies and deception we did just to get what we want.
i would say i managed to get what i want,
and i would agree if you said you did too.

exchanging bodyheat in the backseat was,
what shall i say, hmm, nice.
the words you whisper into my ears were surreal,
your cries of regret told me it was your first.
but tell me, what happened in the room all about?
tricking me to satisfy you lust, or love.
the way or the other, it was my pleasure.

if you read this,
haaha,reflect. and thnks for everthing
(:

hey,

2010-01-18T20:13:00.000-08:00

heylo people.
good news, o lvl results seems to be bettter than expected.
i expected to epeat or atleast ite.
cos i know, i myself didnt really concentrated on the paper
and i didnt study hard enough.
but hey, i managed to get 20 points(:

life has been back to normal esp after the results day.
everything goes on smooooooothly.
time flies slower than expected and i have nothing to do at home,
literally.

i would like to take this opportunity and thanks everyone who played a part in my life,
doesnt matter big or small thnks!
if you tell me its irritating hearing me thanking everyone, id say its never enough
saying thanks. cos you guys deserve more than just a THANKS.

to my daily readers,
i'll try to update moreeeee. haaha, i promise!

well if shes reading this,
AUDREY,
replyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
its been a week,lols
dont call this time, my credit on my phone is gone,
therefore. TEXT.

till here people. chiao!

the class tat i'll never forget,
i found trust, lifepartners, love. truth. lies.
and most importantly LIFE

you know that maybe its time?

2010-01-10T02:41:00.000-08:00

tomorrows the day,
ihavebeen preparing for the worse.
i just hope the worse wont happen.
i hope my L1R4 would atleast be 16.
i really wanna gget into a poly.
i also want to take this chance to say I love you.

butterflies are already n my stomache and i dnnt knw whether i can sleep or not.
feeling rather insomniac.
everything seems like everything supposed to be.
you-me-never i guess?

i was trying to levitate

mweeeeh

2009-12-12T08:58:00.000-08:00

i miss tan shi wei aileen, derrick low, ang shi yong, and jasmine kerrrrrrr.

ya, really, you guys, ssooooo, hmm how do i put it into words lovely.lol,

Job was cool today,
And tiring as pernormal, urgh leg hurts,

Aniwaes, nites teddy bears out there, im ssssleepy. Mweeeeh(:

Dnt put it into words,
Cos it reminds me of everything

pls tag

2009-12-09T09:10:00.000-08:00

annyeong,.
i just spent the last two nights reading all the 176 post from my blog thru my phone.
I remembered all the single incident/journey.

The first year of sec 3, retaining, the way i spelled jemina was gemina, how yu ting thought me the word sianzation, mei hui and mariyya meant alot to me, i thnk faiz and jj for being there, and the performance, birthday wishes,fnn stories, how i knew hyun, fell for hyun, and we lost contact, pffft and more stuffs.

I also see the change in the way i type/blog and the way i change. I always say ppl change, bt wht i dnt see is the change im gg thru. Im becoming more self centered.

The reason im blogging now is to revive my blog because it seems as if its dead, and i would like to say tht i owe everyone i know a hug.

Pls do collect it when you see me!
O.<

To the daily readers, tag at my cbox!

you tied ur hardest,

2009-11-20T18:55:00.000-08:00

i gotta say, reading a book alone waiting for you people is the best part
of the whole outing.
i dont blame everyone, but just tht person.
whats the motive of having a family outing when im left out and ur with him?
my exissstence was not needed,, am i not right?
are you trying to p[roof something down there?

yesterday was simply the worse, got flu, i still puff,, condition worsen.
than with ur stupid motiveless plan,, ur lamme frienddd. disarrayed friends,,
i gotta say its one of the worst ddays of my life.

pls next time, count me out if this was the plan, alrite?
it was lucky there were wonderful yuhuaians at outramm, if it wasnt fer them, i would suffer another 45 minutes of hell ride home,

you gotta understand its not jealousy,
i gotta say he is a good man
bt next time inform verbally before showing?

khairi

2009-10-01T07:36:00.000-07:00

im sorry if you put the wrong person in your heart.

atleast,explain to me.
why issit so sudden? am i in the wrong? if i am clear me of my mnistakes.
im sry. seriously.
i can make it up to you.

tell me anything,
theres nothing i'd rather do than to love you

2009-08-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

the one i really missed for a month or so.

hmmm,
to that someone.
you looked much better with him that nite.

ego.

2009-07-26T05:22:00.000-07:00

once i met a man,
took his advices, wonder about it.
and damn he is right,
i do have a big ego. to that stranger, thnks bro.
i'll take note.

liars are know for lying and bitches are know for their bitchiness.
for you girl, you are know for both of the above,
it didnt even ever crossed my mind you'd do something like this,
you're pretty and no wonder they believe you.
just stop all those lies.

Note.
Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami
is one of the best novel ever.
the only book tht is possible to make a lazy ass like me
read it within one week flat.
go take a look
i'll give four stars out of !
read !

boots and studs

2009-06-17T22:15:00.001-07:00

its been days since i last posted,
sry kiddos.

my brothers birthday is coming soon,
its this friday to be exact. haaha, i dnt knw to envy him or not.
but i am sure of him=D

my mom bought him new pair of boots 1st grade, new gloves new bags and a soccer ball,
lols. its to equip him la. actually he is the only kid who goes playing soccer
with his brother's soccer bag and a small plastic bag for his dirty clothes. LOL

now with new equipments, he could play at sports sch this week with new stuffXD
kudos brother for making it there. well i bought him extra special gloves.
i pity him when he always say tht his friends wore 200++ gloves.
i told him its the player who counts not the price. he understood la,
but i just pity him so i bought him a new glove
its cost almost half the price bcos of the gss! sonow he has like
4?! lols

haaha ok enogh,
back to reality,
i just found out that i've not been doing smt
for more than a a year+ a few months, and probbaly i suck at it.
pfffft, so much for live stage.

so hows holiday for you guys man? gd?
haaha
keep it up.

till here than
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

tiffy is coming on monday
and i have science camp on monday )=
who wanna escape from science camp with me?
haaha

i was writing when i saw ur post.

2009-06-10T16:56:00.000-07:00

where did you go?
(i just wanna know)
why couldnt say?
(the day before you left)
i wish i could be there
(wherever you are)
cos i wouldnt let you faallllllllllll
cos i woouldnt let you shed a single tear!

bcos i miss you
more than anything i ever knew
and i love you till the end of time and i promise you,
i'd hope you, understand the feeling i have,
towards you.

You told me you had fears.
i vowed in changing that and made you fine
i made your dreams come true
i just hope you'd stay here.

i never thought tis day would come,
this faithfulday.

up there was the lyrics i was writing when
suddenly you know what. pfffffffffft

btw guys
i wanna bbboooowwwwwllllll
AGAIN! lols

polaroids and spoil brats

2009-06-07T08:34:00.000-07:00

annyeong fellow readers,
im feeling like i wanna eat something
something raw, hmm salmon perhaps?

im nt myself lately,
i will ponder on little stuff and
cry over spilt milk, i dont knw why but i am strill doing it.
i hate myself sometimes. ppppppppfffffffrrrrrrrr.

i just dt knw wht to type hereeeee.
well i'll be collecting my polaroid camtmr aniwaes=D

see ya

short post

2009-05-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

thinking of you makes me stick
to the ground where i found you.
our love never made
through the storm which was our fate.

manu lost...

2009-05-27T14:08:00.000-07:00

its not as easy as saying i love you straight forward.
tsk.

aku mencintai kamu, ya betul cinta itu buta. tapi kini cinta itu bisu,
kalau hanya kamu memahami bahasa ibundaku..
semua akan terkemuka dia depan dirimu dan kamu akan tahu
bertapa lama aku menunggu dan bertapa sakitnya aku telah menunggu.
tetap, aku masih akan menuggumu.

yoyo,
ehk yyyyiiiiiitttttiiiiiiaaannnnnn
ehk sry for not repling to ur msgs on msn.
oi reply my msgs le,
i feel so guilty. lol.

you talk to me and nudge like 196233696 times? lol
sry bah.

haaha till here than,
talking to audrey in msn.
lols bored.

people are moving in...

2009-05-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

annyeong.
the reason for the hostility these few days are simple,
im kinda upset bcos soon, this house will be crowded,
my uncl is moving in, reasons?

he feels unfair or what not. he has a home in boon lay, still he wants to live here.
urgh, i wont have my own personal room! shit, my cousins are gnar be such irritants,
i hate em. im kinda pssed of rite now. its gnar be like 11 ppl in this house?!?!

to add to the misery. my mom have been spending her time cooking, cash for food and her time to manage my cousins. wth rite? my mom is like friggin sick rite now, still
they dont care and still wanna ignore all the things she has done.
no thanks even?

pfffft, my family can just shift houses to the bigger flat we rented, but if we move,
my mom hav eto sell her jewelerries to afford another renovation. and bcos of that
there is no cash for the future... the jewelleries are for me and my siblings education. hmmm, i just told my mom that as a family we can bear everything.

urgh!~there are stuff i believe i shldnt write here,
but if he continus to piss me off, im gnar rite..

sch was fun
mt intensive was =________________=

btw all the hate
brought us together,
while all the happiness
tore us apart.

i wont see you any sooner,

this is no way to end the weekend

2009-05-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

Annyeong,hola, how do you do, ni hao ma?
hello ppl,
i feel bored rite now and i dont feel like doing anything.

i hate you(inserts name) dont act as if
you have that thing already, dont act as if its urs when it is never urs.
dont even act as if you know how to control it when you yourself dont
know what mess you have done.
just stop everyting and stop blaming the world, stop blaming the toys for failing on you, in fact it didnt failed on you. YOU failed on them,
tsk. i hope you are happy with what you have/ggtohave rite now.
just dont disturb me anymore.

life isnt fair, you agree ppl?
well i agree soo much but somehow in me, there is a lighted splint, its no larger than a dot you can make with ur pencil. still it burns inside of me, knowing that
one day eberything will be fine and it tells me to have faith in myself.

pfffft, everything seems to be very out of place this days. EVERYTHING.
i just need a piece of my mind and do what i want to do,
join the WorldWideFund. its kinda fun when you join the WWF passport but its vitrual, it reeks knowing that its nt the reality. i would like to join
their campaign but their motehr base is not in singapore..

well here are some of the pictures taken during the gig
at LCUBE enjoy XD

sit there and cry

2009-05-21T06:38:00.001-07:00

i'm not strong enough to play those keys alone
nor am i strong enough to strum those strings.
you made me realise how weak i am. and i admit it, im weak.
not having you by my side now reeks.

Im also facing the fact that i'll never have you.
Like all the dreams i dreamt which had you in it will never come true,
besides its just a dream. i never had the chance to show you how much i really cared.
Even the littlest things in my life are kept in mind. You especially.

believe me my heart is torn into bits.
and im crying softly while im yping this.

yooyoyoyo,
how you guys doing?
im not in a really good mood now,
i just realised something and its gnar haunt me for nights.
im not gg to have the chance to kiss you, hold your hand, bite ur lips or even hold your hands.
That wouldnt be possible because if you can, you would filter the air you breathe in.

it sucks knowing that,
and guessed what my guitar fell again and it cracked.
hmmm it deosnt matter to me though,
because once you are mine, i'll make music out of the thin air,
thats impossible you say? but impossible is nothing.

i'll be sitting at the usual spot, minding my own business and
act as if nothing ever happened.i'll laugh and joke around because
i dont want to to show my layer of weakness to people around me.
in the end people come and go,

but you dont.
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

its been a while since i post.

2009-05-20T00:29:00.000-07:00

annyeong fellow readers.

sorry for not updating, besides no one really read my blog this days.
pfffft. well for the past two days it has been the holidays.
exams are also over baby.

im shagged rite now, bcos of both studies and last night gig,
well done to
Dezygote 7T3 and Pervy boys!
the gig was trully awesome, and i really like the song by pervy boys,
adding the double bass bit was a genious!

pictures will be up soon...

till here than
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Annyeong haseyo

2009-03-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

annyeong haseyo,
if you're reading this pls do tag,

Hyun my korean SUCKS!! anyway i give it a try..
왜 우리가와 재료 싸운지 I knw, im 나가 실수한 이 거대한에 관하여 진짜로 유감스러운. 나는 나의 한국사람이, 나 사용했다는 것을 그것 통역을 다만 단순히 나 이것에 관하여 아는 원하지 않는다는 것을 누군가를 빤ㄴ다는 것을 알고 있다. 나는 심각하게 당신의 회사를, 우리 재미를 보기 위하여 사용했다 매일 밤마다 놓친다. , 나가 여자 친구에게 얻은 무엇을 그것 그것은 아닙니다 사랑해요 또는, 소녀 알고 있는 조차 당신을 기억하는, 소녀는 그것에 좋다. 나는 우리가 다시 친구일 수 있었다는 것을 그것이 이것 같이, 나 바란ㄴ다는 것을 이 한ㄴ다는 것을 유감스럽다. . 게다가

if i translated wrongly,tell me,so i can tell you in english,im sry.

remember this post below? it was was posted on 15 feb 2008,i still keep the e-mails.
i miss you badly.

pls highlight below(or higlight everything.)

From:	khairi sepian (charmed_712@hotmail.com)
Sent:	15 February 2008 17: 38PM
To:	KimYe-Hyun

f.y.i loving you just seems impossible as i know i cant meet you....

back to things, well today at jamming studio was fun
but the rest of the day wasnt not really,
i had a flashback instantly at 830pm
and i kept on reading our constant e-mail and letters we have been posting to each other,
i still remember and keep the e-mails,
im really sry,pls do reply.

my signature signoff
and i know you already know.
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

we did 4E9 PROUD!

2009-03-05T05:49:00.000-08:00

lols annyeong sry for not blogging for too long,
lols btw today was fun!!

5 march 09,
firstly went home at 1050,early rite? lols
gt sports heat at clementi stadium, well met few friends from hong kah there,
they had sports day just now,and i knew most of em,lol faiz was jealous haaha
jkjk

had shot putt,xin yi was on the girls team while faiz and davina was on the javlin teams,
again i was scared,gt dislocated shoulder,so i brought along the shoulder guard along,and well, it did helped. had loads of fun,really. like what syazwan said,"no matter lose or what,atleast we must have fun!" that was what we basically did! lols

well here are the results
Faiz-SILVER (boys javlin!)
Davina-SILVER(girls javlin!! she just learnt just now morning sia!! haaha)
Xin yi-BRONZE(nt bad what!! lols,i didnt even knw she was the sporty type=D)
Khairi-Gold(hehe,i wanted to break th record but cant=.= bt wth atleast i won by 1m plus,lol the second was 9.75 and thrid was 9.6++ lols,i was 11.1m haaha,cool rite,bt congrats to those who compited!)

others,
Lynette-GOLD(girls sec 3 javlin)
Azielah-SILVER(gils sec 3 javlin)
SATHIA-BRONZE(boys sec 3 javlin)
Yung oo-GOLD(boys sec 4 javlin,with 28m!!! bt his best last year was 33M well done)
Takashi-BRONZE(sec4 shot putt)
Minh jie-SILVER(sec4 shot putt)
CONGRATS TO ALL

On the way back was fun!!!
lols i shared 20 bucks each with takashi to buy family meal to share with both of us with faiz and amirah,lol and treated nad and syazwan too,but wan paid half backed=.= he felt guilty, lols
bt it was a heck of a fun time, and mirah i knw something,about that guy, ure gnar die,lols

and mr wong!! who said xin yi and davina cant win?!
they proved you wrong! lols
with one GOLD two SILVER and one BRONZE,its alreasy alrite,
and besides we can net another gold cos hasif is running the 100m and he is specialised in that,
lols,tmr we gnar haunt you!!!lols

WE DID 4E9 PROUD=D
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Yuhua sepak takraw 'B' boys best of the west!

2009-02-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

Annyeong guys!!!!
today was totally one of the best days
for the yuhua sepak takraw B boys as they are now officially the champions of the
west zone!! the battle aginst Jurongville just now was tight.
because jurongville is a very good team too.
congrats to them for putting up a show that is excellent enough to call a final=D

here are some of the pictures taken=D

It is seriously in a mess but hey do enjoy =D
congrats yuhua takraw b boys XD

till here than
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

pissed off man.

2009-02-19T04:41:00.000-08:00

annyeong, i knw i dnt have the right to be pissed off but
hey, people change.
damn right they do, geez lately friends turns into enemies and enemies turns into
friends.

i just dnt understand the feeling right now,pffffft
i want you guys back,and a.s.a.p
please..

since that life seems better
when only i call her,
i decide to not call her,
trying to see what am i (NOT) capable of

tata people
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

late night mass chat

2009-02-08T09:23:00.000-08:00

annyeong guys!!
lols still having a mass chat with irah kak afiqah and afidah
lols the sisiters there are like fighting, cool la!
lols very funny seh they argue,haaha

well today was fun la,lols
in between called jannah,this time her mom didnt picked up the phone so i received
no nagging rom her mom=D lols
she's super blur la oi,bdae celebration ask and ask until have to spill the beans to her
haaha,well i'l try to start tomorrowXD and anything for my friends,
the so called party maybe alot will be coming, for the food esp.
to those who dont understand? lols DONT
let it be a surprise till 4thapril. still long laaaaaaaaaaaa. haaha

well i wanna sleep guys
gd nite
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Post-morteeeeeeeeeeeeeeem

2009-02-07T07:27:00.000-08:00

annyeong haseyo!!!
lols
guys yesterday had post mortem(i think thats how its spelt)
haaha it went,smoothly,haaha then had dinner aft that at fork and spoon lols

yesterday
Haaha,jannah owe me 10 bucks!!XD lol she funny le can take bus dnt want
cos shy! lols i paid for her cab,ehem,gentleman sia=D lols
post mortem in the conference room
LEARNT ALOT seriously!
phrases like
mosque doesnt need you
you need mosque
it really open up the correct path infront of me,
i really understand now.

i got the most negative comments,lol its partly m fault la,
wait MAINLY MY FAULT! Well i promise no hard feelings
and im soo looking forward to courses,attachments and changing myself=D
and by attachment i dont mean relationship(lols phrase for FAHMEK) lols!!

haaha,then head to fork and spoon for dinner aft that,we arrived at 10++ and it was about to close,so we ordered and waited,lols jannah had no cash bt she didnt spoke up,lols
i offered her but she hesitated,lol i told her that if she dont eat she die,lols! haaha
she asked me to accomapany her and order her stufff which i did,lols than after that talk to zul kak afiqah fazilla and shahirah alot! lols

it was like 20 mins later than we were forced to leave,haaha not forced but was asked politely,lol
then we went off,kak afiqah went earlier cos she stayed near,so we stayed for awhile waiting for shahirah in the toilet, we proceed on to the bus stop and than took our busses back, luckily all go home take 98 together! lols,and they all stopped and my stop cos they wanna go the opposite of my block,to post some letters,there we had a funny talk about teachers throwing and burnng papers,their own student papers! lols it was funny though.

i went my separate ways and so did they.
talking bout separate
jannah stooped a stop before ours
and im taking this opportunity to say sorry=D
well firstly i knw it takes you one hour from bedok to lakeside
and somemore after meeting, we always end so late
and by the time you reach home its almost 12+ haaha sorry tau=D
and i think your mom was the one who called me pukul 11.40++pm.
i was thinking of staying awake and waiting till you get back and called you
make sure you are safe,bt i fell asleep,
what kind f friend am i?
lols sorry la,haaha

well thats all for last night
eh and im super-super touched by RADIN FADZAKIR BIN RAZIF
he went to the mosque himself from his house all alone at night
just to get extra classes and to knw tht in that class non of them are his close friends,
im really super touched,

and bro nas,
i really am thinking of the words you told me
"our comments are not meant to hunt you down
but instead it is suppose to make you fly"

today mom and family(without me and grandad)
are away at a wedding,cooking,lols
this people dialed for my moms catering and thts why my mom's there
and im suppose to be there like what we the whole family use to do,
but i have to take care of my grandad here,well its ok,
lol

okay la till here than
and hey one of my classmate have hotlegsXDXD
cute smile and pretty face
guess who=D
lol
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

sqss

2009-02-04T06:52:00.000-08:00

[c=38] SALLY [/c] i'm coming=D says:
http://www.petitiononline.com/xjapanSG/petition-sign.html
PLS sign the petition
and in the comments column type
X or X-JAPAN RULES!

btw this is not a virus
khairi is typingXD
pls do send to ur friends=D

BBQ Fiesta 2009

2009-01-31T23:56:00.000-08:00

annyeong haseyo inhabitants of planet EARTH!
lols im sry for the lack of blogging these few weeks,im sry once again,

btw last night on the 31 of jan,was one of the best night i can ever ask for,
I thnk the Family tree of the fityan assyakirin for believing in us the fityan crew
and to do an event like tht. Well it was worth while. weeks of stress to do the proposal and preparation was all worth it! lols

those who helped alot i really thnk you GUYS
SHAHIRAH
ZUKARNEAIN
AMALI
FAZILLA
AMIRUL
FAHMI

Im also sry to say tht this will be the first and last organisation(i think la)
for some people,cos i would like to decide to take a break as i need to concentrate on my O'LVLS
and for ppl like shahirah,zul and fazilla got a scolding from parents,(lols very long story)
We will never get bored of fityan assyakirin!

i hope we get to meet up sometime again,which i think will be like end of february?
lols you guys notice we always meet officially to have fun always on the end or early of the next month? lol. I'll miss you guys,

and to the wak tanjongs who went home early yesterday,
i understand ur situation and we will pass ur prizes when we see you=D
and hey gd luck for your important test TOMORROW=D

till we meet again guys.
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

Computer is A-OKAY=D

2009-01-18T05:33:00.000-08:00

annyeong haseyo! people im back anyone missed me?

lols jkjk,yeah my computers is back to normal after buying new microchips to

replace the old ones.

well when my computer broke alot of things happen

good and bad ones too,but hey lets only remember about the good ones

and not the bad,lol

ok boout the 31st dec bbq

i had a blast! i miss those times and

ok all i got to say is I TREASURE ALL OUR BEST MOMENTS

esp the one when jannah did the rainbow thingy and dayah wanting to go to the

toilet together! lols

one of the pictures edited by dayah=D

lolsok la sry cos need to sleep early nite

kiddos

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

parents bacl from hajj=D

2009-01-04T03:25:00.000-08:00

Annyeong haseyo!
its been a long time since i've posted.

well about the 30th of dec i had loads of fun,
i cant asked for a better comitte myself
irah-fnb fazilla-programmer zul-accountance ozir-sports janna-vice-press and me the press=D
ok la tc bb guys

busy

2008-12-22T08:59:00.000-08:00

Khairi is on hiatus.
I wont be blogging as i've got some problems with my computer.
:)

take care , people!

i ebol uoy

2008-11-16T07:53:00.000-08:00

annyeong haseyo,
i evol uoy tub wohemos i tnd erad ot ksa rof rehtona ecnahc.
mi syawla gnivol uoy.=D
im blogging like this cos i think its the only way i can express my felling
without anyone really knowing,
this is how LEONARDO DA VINCI writes his stuff.. well if you know what im writing pls
dnt tell anione but instead tell me personally=D

14th nov i bet the sec four all had fun during their grad nite party at chevrons=D haaha
congrats guys after 4 yrs finally sense of achievement.
i saw you guys when i drove by chevrons,lol,on that day also marked something significant to me, the 8th year anniversary of my late grandad's death,i miss him soo much,and i cant accept the fact that he died two days after my bdae,which he attend with much anticipation,i miss him,

15 nov,my other granda was sent to the hospital by the ambulance,dnt wanna elaborate,i hope he will get well really soon,

well to the sec four's who may leave,thnks for the memories guy,i'll treasure averyone of ya,
thnks=D

ok la till here then,
ybab i ssim uoy oos hcum,dna fi i yam ksa,nac i evol uoy niaga?

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

happy bdae to me=D

2008-11-12T06:48:00.001-08:00

annyeong haseyo,
today-yo my bdae-o thnk-yuouo to thoseo who wished meo happy bdaeo =D
haaha today was spent with my lovely buddies at the sch gym,
faiz wan iaene and rafiq,lols rafiq is one lazy ass,didnt helped muched! haaha well we basically sand papere the barbell and double coated with anti-rust before chroming it. it looks nice=D

today birthday was spent with my gorgeously-LOVED family and one of my cuzz, we went down to the singapore flyer which was soo cool!!! and we ate at sakura's free buffet!!! IT WAS WORTH IT!!!! I ATE 5 LAMB STEAKS AND TWO SALMON STEAKS!!!
IT WAS DAMN WORTH IT LA!!! ATE LOADS MORE BUT LAZY TO TYPE =D lol

well why am i blogging? thats the case with me,i keep telling myself not to blog but i did,
i noticed that there isnt much ppl reading my bloge either.so why bother??
well maybe there is someone reading,and pls DO TAG=DDD

ok la till here than!!
bb&tc!
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

i miss hyun

love and lost

2008-11-05T06:59:00.000-08:00

annyeong haseyo,
im trying hard not to crash and burn here and of course trying even
harder to forget you,but i cant,sadly...
you guys...... sometimes,you guys just makes me feel sick,
i cant stand it,i just read one of your blogs and i tell you i can cry instantly,
not being sentimental or what but its the FACT.
but still i thank you for picking me up when i fall,but next time dont,
you guys hurt me even more,

i knw its a sad post to start with since a very long LONG break.
but to bad,i dnt really have te mood.
wont be buying protein tmr and i'm sry faiz, maybe friday

life's been gg up and down as usual,
but i found new ways to entertain myself or just help me
take my mind off things.
for instance VIOLIN=D it's elvina's ad i exchanged it for my guitar,its totally worth it! haaha
and secondly sleep,sleeping subtitutes eating cos im getting fatter by every munch,
thats all i could do la,anything you guys wanna add in,just tag

and before i end off,i heard this many times but dont dare to say
as i think the opposite, but now i've made a stand
Is'nt it better if we never met?
i accept for who you are and pls accept who i am,
and being who i am,im walking off,
love you guys,thnks

exactly one more week,
hope all of you,ALL MY FRIENDS,do remember
lols

long time no post!

2008-09-21T07:16:00.001-07:00

Annyeong ppl,
exams are coming STUDENTS!!!
must study hard!!! which i've been doing,dont wanna retain again le! haaha

ok this few days have been a rollercoaster ride for me,
i hate it when it all ends up like this..
well saturdays and sundays are spent with the correct amount of love laughter
and company=D
below are some pictures taken during 20th SEPTEMBER 2008
Projet'D'Art had a concert at the arts house which i missed cos i send my uncles who
were going to mecca for umrah to the airport=D
well met those kiddos at marina square when it was about time to break fast,
quite funny la,i didnt manage to find them! haaha lols
well after that we went around the area,stopped by penin when to funan
had last dinner at about 9++ before gg home in the mrt=D
below are some of the pictures ppl=D
and ya FATHI was there=D

well today,finally i told you,syahidah,sry for keeping it soo long,i was hoping i stand a chance la,

lol well i dont,haaha.well telling you makes the load of my chest..huahua=D

well you gotta tell saiful too XD

lols

alrite to end this post im posting a special picture

from "Khairi's Daddy Day Care=D"

lol isnt she cute?? my lil cousin=D

bb&tc

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

yeap,my tears a re rolling as i type..

2008-09-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

annyeong,
i miss the ramadhan youth camp,so sad...
well look on the brighter side,tmr im gg to the gym alone.=.=
and i had a blast
talking to my cousins at mr grandmoms shop at makan shiok,
it was like a small gathering

we talked non-stop with my auntie uncle mom dad cousins!
wow it was a line of family ancestories.my grandmom was washing or cooking,
the first thing i arrive my dear lil cousin sout "ABANG LONG!!! dah lamer tk nmpk eh! abanglong gie maner??" translation=BIG BROTHER long time no see!! where have you been!
haaha he miss me alotand vice versa here too.well all the three of my cousins persuaded my uncle
to bring me out to the airforce airshow last sunday,but too bad i wasnt around,
lol,i miss them alot!!!

breaking down again....pffft like what jj said,care for those who care for you. but hey, maybe
im a guy who's too kind,i frgive and forget easily,but this few days,b*tches(sorry to say that)
have been opning their mouth and they dont know it truly hurts my heart.. seriously speaking
i fell like calling you guys bitches whores desparaBODOS... im sry but i feel like saying it soo much,
i dont know why...
dont act as if ur a "in girl" if you dont know what IN really means..

haiz,on a lighter note.
im planning to buy a new phone, the kind that jasmine is using rite now=D
sheeesh so random.lols

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

keep this in ur mind.
we can reminisce about the past but lamenting the effects of progress will cause the
pass to stagnate in our minds.

endlessrain acoustic

2008-09-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

been playing endless rain acoustic

the classical type,but i havent try the solo,

i just cant wait till i get an electric guitar..

something just remind me that, i will never be in

and i may seem awkward. i thank faiz and JJ to be with me at this moment of time
the reason for something is just simple,i wont waste my sat and sundays,i got tutions and iwanna go gym with faiz,sometimes seriously i feel like erasing myself from ur memory,

im sry for saying all this but its the fact

only my real friends know me well,and yet i dont think thay

are fit to judge me,but who are you? friends,never close..

well guys looking on the brighter side,

i still have tons of homework

=.='

Till here than ppl

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

both pictures are taken in NEPAL

sorry for not posting

2008-09-03T08:22:00.000-07:00

annyteong guys,
firstly im terribly sorry for not posting often and secondly
welcoe back ppl
those from obs and those from sisspec,i hope its not too late, lols

well i've benn helping my mom at the bazaar this few days,and guys i forgot to mention,its
PUASE month! lols time to loose weight clean the sins i've made and help my mom,&&&&& STUDY! lols EYE is round the corner,better study! lols

well at the bazar i saw alot of ppl,and that just makes me wanna cry,
all of them have their different charecteristics and they almost remind me of m y friends,
i dont know what to say exactly but i miss my dear,i miss my really far sister and i miss my friends who's taking their o lvls this year!! and i sear if i can repeat time,i will not commit the same crime,and i'll treasure you guys like you guys are my soul,i love you peop;e...

and guys doo listnet to tokio hotel-monsoon! its very nice
and for flashbacks, listen
to torn by natalie ambruglia(if im not wrong)

soo till the next time
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

miss you guys

2008-08-20T07:49:00.000-07:00

my mum=D
KRX graduation nite,
miss those times,miss those ppl

annyeong guys
been having those bad moments again,
i just dont know why,its not im jealous of you la,
but i care. not for you but for her,damn you la,next time take care of someone
properly and than you can gain trust from ur friends.

im sick la,
soo bb&tc ppl
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

no mood

2008-08-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

been blog hopping,
i swear to god i feel left out rite now
and i think im just too young,
i may never understand what you guys do to have fun

the rest may seem to fit in just nice because
they're ur opposite sex,
opposite attract you see,im not blaming anione guys

so bb&tc
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

and ouh,i've finished ur final song,
^^

i do care and i hope the best fer you

2008-08-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

annyeong ppl,being the host for the family fiesta was darntidieous.MY malay was not that good and neither my stage pressence,i wish to apologize o everyone if i have let you down in any manner.

went home with ozir and friends,they were quite fun la,called sarepand guess what he was with jannah d~.~b lols,well met syahidah just nowand im sry if i never entertain you in any manner, i didnt have the mood,even just now i myself was damn tired,sorry..

i dont really have the mood now either,well lets name this two ouh wait four ppl
jessica francisca and ouhmygodsista(Rebecca) and Shawn these are not their real names

ok,shawn has always been a jerk,he went steady with jessica and only a week to theirone month anniversary,they broke up,on his suppose to be one month,he went steady with francisca(jessica's friends,which is mine too)the were gg on for only a few weeks,befre he broke up again,he went steadywith jessica's and francisca's friend which i didnt know,Rebecca,a few weeks into their relationship shawn broke with ouhmygodsista(rebecca) and told me he's love was the one and only francisca.

i saw they two together earlier,as in together... whats ironic are all these girls are best friends,two are my friends too and this guy is my so called friend, i dont care about them except francisca,its not that i like her or what but shes like the most innocent la,mature minded,and shawni know you know i used to admire her and vice versa too,but i like someone better.and i treat francisca as my sister.pls stop what you are doing! you will pollute her mind! seriously im begging you,she's more important to me than having you arnd as my best friend...
let her go,

and francisca its never too late to turn back and look at the past.
i miss you literally..

here are some of the pictures ppl XD

well me and her are not really on gd terms either,(not francisca)

but still baby i love you so much and i hope you realize that.

thnks and sry.

bb ppl

bb&tc

~~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

i wanna know what love is

2008-08-09T22:01:00.000-07:00

i dont know why but i feel the urge for blogging.

well im listening to

i want to know what love is by Foreigner

it did knock some sense into me, witg alot gg around me,

and particularly this person...

likes changing minds and thoughts on someone he/she likes and anyone he/she knows...

want to have all f he/she can..

now i really want to know what love is,i want you to show me,

i want to feel what true love is really like, and for that someone pls make of what you have

dont crave for more,be happy and stay happy alrite=D

im not talking bad about you but i just wanna give you a piece of my mind,

and to you.(different person)

i miss you,and i still have a heart for you,

no matter what goes on..

if you heard anything bad about me,pls clarify with me

cos i know you there are some backstabbers out there who keep telling you

wrong things about me.and if i can i wana be like last time atleast..

my bestie FIZAH

last night this friend of mind make my day or shld i say early morning

lols and i read her blog,and there was a picture of us lol

the FOUR of us actually,i hope things nvr change,since sec one, we're together

AINI FIZAH NAWI & ME well nawi was nvr into problems and aini seems to be free of problems

except me and fizah,well someday the time will come and we're freeXD

lols

pk ppl,till here than

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

pictures..

2008-08-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

annyeong,
all the pictures..

well i dont really have the mood rite now,
pissed off with someone la,pffft ok stop it..
well
just now was quite fun la,but it could be more fun if there are more friends!
haaha ad thnks fizah for conferting me(Fafizah bte Harun)

well happy belated birthday singapore XD
and bb till here than
BB&TC
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

mt grand daughter is in BINTAN lols

2008-08-06T05:08:00.000-07:00

annyeong
lols,frm now onwards i promise that im gnar blog almost daily! lols
its a gd achievement actually! heehe
well cant wait for monday,gg sakura with wan rafiq(ahmad) and naj,haaha

andand,
my grandaughter is in BINTAN lols
i keep saying bintan batam,lols and for the first time i got this right! haaha
my grandaughter which is faiz daughter went to bintan for a holiday,wtf so early rite? lols
well i hope she's coming back on saturday MORNING cos in the afternoon
wanna have a class somesort of "gathering" lols

haaha,till here ppl
gtg
bb&tc
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

two months plus till my one year anniversary

2008-08-04T09:17:00.000-07:00

she's one of my bestes friend,

someday you'll know why,

thnks fer everything brentha XD

well annyeong haseyo

im bored ppl,and im sry if i've not been posting,

ive been ok lately,and sry for not REPLYING to TAGS,

i will starting from TODAY XD

lols

ok la guys sry im late

i gtg wanna sleep

and ppl its national day soon! XD

lols bb&tc

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

NCC

2008-07-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

NCC-Ord party over liao,pass out liao,
lols,but im gnar miss alot of ppl,esp partA,B,D&D1 and some
of the part C too,lols

ok,here are some of the pics

The handing of pacesticks from he csm and asm to future sam and asm

hatrick=D

CompanysongXD

Group photo! XD

some were bored here,lols

most are acting sexy here! LOLS

me and my cousin,i think this is the first time
i ever took a picture with him,lols

JJ the leader of the prestigous girlguides

cina-bar(internaljoke) LOLS

MAN-HUNT! haaha

The part B's with sir =D

some of my beloved PartB with me and the sirXD

The white guy is gay! lols,jkjkXD

Me and sir Idzwan XD

Kishore talking to his beloved part Bs for the last timeD=

Well,the party was quit ok la,its just that the food for barbeque was just nice,
and JUST nice means JUST nice.. and it wasnt all that fun cos the part A&Bs
werent allowed to stay overnight with us,
and thats quite sad la..
but the soccer was fun,and overall
it was
OK.
=)

THE BEST FOR LAST XD
(1st seargeant khairi,Staff seargeant Anselm and 1st seargeant Raymond) =DDDD
i've known them for the past Four years and this year together realy explains to me
why i need and love you guys,its been nice working with you guys and i hope
our friendship will never endXD
and it seems like it was just yesterday when we went to the indoor stadium wth the part a
for their affirmation ceremony! lols

PartA'2008
heyheyhey part A'S,im gnar miss you guys!
remember listen to your PS nomatter how bad he is,
just go as follows and dont ever be rude and lazy.
You are never done if you loose,you are done if you GIVE UP.
so dont give up kiddosXD
i wanna see you guys together striving and achieving for the best
in cca and academic wiseXD
so aja aja fighting!XD

Projet D Art

2008-07-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

the verdicts out and im out..
PDA im gnar miss you gys a million times more than i miss my
so called"Friend" heh,btw im not gnar stop supporting you guys! well
jia you for everything guys XD

haaha well my second song for you guys will be done,soon i hope
cos im just gnar miss you guys and i know im not or even NEVER good enough for you guys
but still i respect ur decision guys=D
now im working as a freelancer,just call me back if you want,i'll be free lols
well im alrite la,no need to worry about me you guy rule!
PDA all the wayXD

haaha so,im bored and i feel rather tired
and i think im effing fat! like duuhhhhh seriously gym CHINESE GARDEN? Anione? lols
okok till here than ppl

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~
Im soo not going to ask someone to post for me again.

cammy =D

2008-07-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

Hello ppls=D
today we went for some excursion,we were told more abot singapore,
as if we arent singaporeans! haaha jkjk,but look on the brightside,
we saw loads of ANGMOHSXDXD haaha it was cool actually with my bunch of
friends from 3e9'08! lol managed to snap alot of photos but
these are the best few,so i hope you guys enjoy looking=D
with credits from my CAMMY<3

haaha,ok so nth much happen today but i enjoyed the company of my friends,
without them it will be boring,haaha,
well im want to sit down and really talk about the work,
seriously,i was given an apportunity that i cant refuse,i think id do anything
to do that work,i would even slow down on ncc and concentrate on it,even though the work is only once a week haaha.and id like toshare my knowledge with the lil kiddos so that the can
do well =D
haaha aniwaes thnks syahidah,well tmr than i conferm with you =D

well to end my blog,here are two of the most saddening pictures to me,firstly this memorial was made to commemorate those who died in world war one defending the nation
and secondly,these memorial were made out of marble! and its very hard to beak it,
whats saddening is that you can see dents,and that were dents made by bombs,esp the cover(shrapenels)can you literally feel it? the bomb hitting the memorial during world war two

bb&tc
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

i have the bestest friends=D

2008-07-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

All i asked for were gd time with friends and thnk god
thats what i got,and i love my friends,
this were the pictures taken during the SYF opening ceremony,Youthday performance
and our free timing rehearsal-ing our stuff.i love them=D

i thank everyone thats involved in my life
even though you arent in this picture,you are still my friends and you had made an inpact on me
thnks=D sry to faz dida jj faiz for not having ur pics even though you guys are my best
FRIENDS =D

to that someone
i've fix my eye on you,and what i notice is this,you steal my friends by pampering them,you act cute infront of us telling us stories of background,which seems to be true,but look i know we care
but dont use it as a point to stabus in the back,im sorry to say this but if i have the time,after sch i am willing to find you and watch ur doings out there,i dont care if you call me a stalker, but seriously my friends havent notice all of it yet,but i have,i dont want them to suffer like what i've did,im sry...

ok ppl i promise to blog frequently from now on=D
BB&TC=D
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

i love my FITYANS =D

2008-06-21T09:12:00.000-07:00

Ann yeong haseyo!
lols today i had one of the most wonderful+saddest day
which is quite a mix feeling!
lols im sad becasue i will miss my fascilators
happy bcos i know im on the right path and my sins are cleared
i know what i have and not to do,
and i love my
PARENTS =D

well i went tuion late but went off early,lols
well went to the mosque for
prize presentation!

well we had this krx camp at malaysia and we wh participate were called
to come back with our parents and look at
our achievements,we have some videos for memories and loads of pictures!
well i did cry once again i was soo touched and moved so were my parents,
i hugged my mom soo hard and i believe i didnt have enough of that hugged,
i hug her rarely,atleast once a year? well im gnar miss eveyone from the camp!
lols

++ those who asked for my num pls do sms me
syakila?lols and wait i will miss you guys! i hope i could take more
pictures with you guys again one da we'll g out again!
and those who havent joi fityans,pls do NOW XD
lol see you at the next even =D

here are some pictures,lol
let them do the talking=D

me receiving the prize =D

i hugged my mom like there's no tomorrow(see im crying) lol

one of the letters pinned up at the board for parents to read,this was written by me

after th prize giving and all,we had a nice chat with all the fityans and ustaz =D

we had a break and look rafi really took a long break to think XD

Faizil,he's cute and i managed to snap a photo of him

syazwan reading the letters

kak shakina and us! lol the best teacher and kakak that ever thought me gd life skills=D

wan,shahidah and fatin lols=D

wan was running away from shahidah,lols

me and sarep DOL lols

me and mr big boss man=D IRSYHAD

nafis,he was the silent joker! lols i love him loads! lol

haaha the macho bro's XD and thats sarah from wak tanjong(wakTONG) lols

rafi looking at wan filling up the fityan form =D

me,syahidah,(i dont kknow her name,sry=[ )and shakila

shotest one infront! lols atleast im taller than shahidah beside me=D

being centred by two of the fascilators i loved the most=D hazwin and shahidah lols they're great =D

shahidah trying to act cut lol ;p im cute-er lol,

finally the man who changed the course of my life, ustaz NAZREE(the flash was too bright and i clsed my eyes,lol)

seriosly,i had one of the best nights ever!
im gnar miss you guys and i promise,the badge i received wuld not be put to waste,
and wish to see all of you again one day=D

haaha another day with lotsa of pictures lol
i love my CAMMY=d
sony cybershot H10 lol
okok till here than
bb&tc!
~KLhAiRiLiGaNs~

back from melaka lols =D

2008-06-20T09:58:00.000-07:00

Ann yeong haseyo=D
back from melaka,lols
really tired and worn out,
soo i think its better to let the pictures tell the storyXD

My great grand garnny's HOUSE XD

She have a varity of plants at her front yard!

Family+cousins relaxing before we head to the backyard and have some funXD

My cousin(the lil one) and brother=D

they were plucking chiku's XD

and now the pro,LOLS!

at the backyard,lols we did some planting and took out some tapioca(underground stem)

cutting the tapioca! lols

tired and exhasuted,lols

the view from my Atok Rshyid,this was believed to be the route used by the

japanese during world war two,see the

road's super straight

one of its other view

my brother cutting his cake=D it was his b'dae!(and those two are my great grand granny! lols

one of them is living in singapore lol

bro and cussin

both my great grand granny =D

me with my great grand granny who'se living in melaka alone,

im gnar miss her alot..

everytime i come back i'l always be greeted with the warmest smile from you

the trees with lots of fruits,but not my favourite though,

lambs,cows and chikens are always there waiting for me to run and play with them,

and not to forget the big house that im always scared of,lols

and the funny thing is that you always remember me,

and when i go home i will always cry at night wondering if you're doing alrite

you're always alone,but you're brave and i envy that =D

im gnar miss you,

and to all you ppl out there! lol

sry for not blogging frequently,lols

like what bennie said lols this june hols i've loads of

camp and went overseas alot,

lols soo im sry,maybe when sch reopes i'll start blogging again=D

soo

bb&tc

~KhAiRiLiGaNs~

friday

2008-06-06T08:36:00.000-07:00

well today nth big really happen,
life's been the same this few days,
hols getting more boring than i can ever expect!
seriously anione who wanna catch kung fu panda,pls
contact me,

arghgh,bored,bored,bored,bored
my saturday schedule will be kicking from tmr,
arghgh starting from tmr sat's are reserved for tuition ONLY, the whole day!
wth lol,

wellbb&tc
~KhAiRiLiGaNs~